Archive for November, 2006

Relatively content right now. Still sick… but no…

November 25, 2006

Relatively content right now. Still sick… but not sad. Stressed moderately. Music is good therapy. I want to fall in love, so badly. That’s dangerous. I want to have some coffee. I want Christmastime to come faster. I want this.

I’m not very inspired to blog right now… as you can probably tell. So you can watch me dance until I return…

OR you can laugh at stupid Rachel Zoe for getting fired by Nicole Richie. (Zoe, the celebrity stylist responsible for the gigantic sunglasses and chunky jewellery trends, has been credited with helping to popularize the ‘death bed thin’ look among her clients, like Richie, MK Olsen, Mischa Barton, Lindsay Lohan, etc.) Can I get a Fahhhh Qqqqqq?

If I were her, I’d rip the leather off of my Balenciaga bag and wear it over the skin on my face. Ew.

so sick… so stressed… want to jump off a bridg…

November 24, 2006

so sick… so stressed… want to jump off a bridge… god… life sucks.

Hosting…

November 23, 2006

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Good Quotes…

November 19, 2006

“This is one race of people for whom psychoanalysis is of no use whatsoever.” (Sigmund Freud on the Irish)

“If we’re not gonna make it, its gotta be you that gets out, cause I’m not capable. I’m fucking Irish, I’ll deal with something being wrong for the rest of my life.”
-Colin Sullivan in the Departed

I heard both of these quotes in the movie I saw the other night. They are so true to me, it’s scary.

It’s almost 6 am and I think I’ll be hitting my be…

November 19, 2006

It’s almost 6 am and I think I’ll be hitting my bed soon. An improvement from last night and the night before, when I saw the sun rise before I fell asleep.
Thursday was awesome. It was my birthday party, as metioned previously. I got wasssted and don’t really remember a lot of it after 11:30, but I do know that
a) I had a blast with some of my awesome friends and coworkers and bosses
b) I sang on stage with the band (and I’m pretty sure they turned my mike off because I sucked so bad)
c)Kari decorated the bar and it looked effing sweeeet (pics coming soon) and
d) I had a lot of various shots.

I got a ride home around 3:30 and I cooked some ravioli. I know this because I looked through my text messaging history the next morning. Apparently I ate the whole can and thoroughly enjoyed it. I had a huge red, meaty stain on my coat, meaning that I probably didn’t take my coat off to eat. I do remember waking up in my dress at 7am, when (still drunk) I changed, drank some water, played with the cat, ate a cookie, and went back to bed.

Friday I woke up very very hung over and I chilled out most of the day, feeling sort of sick. I got some medicine around 5 or 6… and felt quite a bit better 😉 Then I hung out at Troy’s for a while… and went and saw the departed at 10. What a good movie! long, but good. Leonardo DiCaprio, Matt Damon, Mark Wahlberg, Jack Nicholson, Martin Sheen, and some other really good actors. I loved it. Especially the Mark/Matt/Leo thing… mmmm 🙂 Then we went to Cheney’s and Spic’s and then back here, where I proceeded to get even more drunk with my roomates. We took some crazy photos (and I don’t mean crazy like ‘welivetogether‘ styles. I mean crazy hilarious).

Today, I woke up around 4:00 in the afternoon, feeling sick as usual. Drank some gatorade, ate some shepherd’s pie, and napped for a good part of the day. I’m such a lazy, nocturnal fuck 🙂 Then work… then a keg party after work. I just got home from that and am a bit buzzed. I don’t want to drink tommorow, but it might happen… who knows. It’s my birthday week, I’m allowed to cut loose right? But I do have a midterm next week, so come monday it’s straight shooting again.

Wellity… I am kind of nervous about this right now.

It’s taken over a month to heal and it’s not getting better. Maybe it’s the location of the wound (which I still don’t know how I got) or the fact that I’m really sick and my immune system has bigger problems than a cut on my finger. Either way, it’s gross and I’m going to sleep, right now.

Night 🙂

tommorow night… my entourage and I will be the…

November 16, 2006

tommorow night… my entourage and I will be there around 10 (ish).

birrrthhhdayyyy!!!

November 14, 2006

Today, I want to take a nice long bath, get dolled up, go out for dinner, and relax with some wine and a movie… but instead I’m going to write two essay proposals and a critical journal assignment. I’m not complaining though – Thursday will be my day to celebrate, and I’m going to take a fuckload of pictures. Confirmed guests include: ME (of course), Troy, Jacqueline, Kari, Amanda, Ashli, Captain Bryan, Remus (and company), A bunch of my co workers (past and present), a lot of chubby pickle/woodys regulars, some school mates, and many more 😉 It’s going to be an interesting night, to say the least 🙂

I’ve got to clean my room so that I can get a jumpstart on this school work (I hate doing scholarly research in a cluttered environment. My virtual desktop is messy enough as it is – when my room is messy it just adds another dimension of chaos. loco. I know.). Then I am going to see the Borat movie, FINALLY. Then I will get stoned and have some takeout sushi or thai food and watch married with children reruns until 3am, as per usual.

One random halloween photo, since I promised them long ago (and they’re coming, believe you me, slowly but surely!):

Hoooo Traiiiiiin.

O’Nizzle… OUT!

P.S. My roomate’s cat just crapped on the carpet downstairs. gross. I am SO not cleaning that up.

Scissors…

November 12, 2006

This is a photo that my friend Matty drew in Kindergarten. No lie.

I find it hilarious, obviously.

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Paris Hilton is a CUNT!

November 10, 2006

ohhh snap… check it out!

I love you drunken Lindsay Lohan, and I love your saggy play-dough vag.:

Is it me, or does that look more like a shrunken sac than a vagina?

VIVE LE ROI, PEREZ HILTON!!!!

I wish I could tell everything here – I have so mu…

November 9, 2006

I wish I could tell everything here – I have so much to say… my situation is unique and interesting – but I can’t because both of the people I’d be blogging about may, and probably will, read this. I’m too young, inexperienced, and immature to deal with these feelings properly. I KNOW what is best for me, but I’m weak…

I feel like I have two boyfriends, and no boyfriend at the same time. I get the best of both worlds with the worst of both worlds and I wish I could moderate it better but it’s not fair to anybody and I need to do something about it. And I think I’m going to.